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@jones I had a bf for more than a year. I think he's a great guy but then I think he's not there for me on rainy days. From the time we were dating, it's been me who makes the first move. I love him so deeply yet, I feel his friends are more important to him than me. I wasn't insecure b4 in my previous relationships... but he made me one. I became verbally suspicious, I don't trust him, believe him and I hate myself for being one. I did all I can to keep the communication going to the point he thought I was harassing him coz he wants off the relationship but I kept texting him in hope that it's still us or to just console myself probably that I love him I shouldn't let him go....
I am older than him and although it hurts to the bone, I don't want him to be stuck with me or take me for the wrong reasons. I want him to take me back only if he loves me and this time, I'll wait until he decides he loves me and will run after me. I feel I had enough of running after him events in the past and just to know whether he likes me enough, he'd find a way to come back to me...